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Never ever will a promise be honor...
All is abt verbal but no action is done...
I can promise this and that, but in the end, a promise can become a harmful weapon...
The only thing is to control myself mentally...
More obstacle is ahead of us...
U r prepare for the challenge same do i...
Just hope that everything will go smoothly...
So hungry right now, just wish to fill my stomac now...

~Service Over~

What is love?

True love is shown in concrete ways, by how we act, what we think, and what we say?

Love Is Patient

Love Is Kind

Love Is Not Jealous

Love Is Not Boastful
Love Is Not Arrogant
Love Is Between You And Me
Love Does Not Insist on Having Its Own Way
Love Is Not Irritable (Easily Provoked)
Love Is Not Resentful
Love Does Not Rejoice At Wrong, But Rejoices in What Is Right
Love Bears All Things
Love Believes All Things
Love Hopes All Things
Love Endures All Things

Today is quite a tired but enjoyable day for me. Have been doing morning delivery to Yishun, then Woodland followed by Bugis( Called Dear Dear but she is still slping, tot of having breakfast wif her..Slpy PIG ), and lastly Hougang.
Went back to the factory to fill my empty stomach with the fried rice which my mum cooked( Can u imagine having fried rice for breakfast... Haiz nvm, just have to bear wif it... ) Continued to help out on making the "SHOU MIAN" so tat my mother can bring my 2 maids to Little India later...
Went home to bath at abt 1pm, prepare my ass and leave for Dear Dear's house cos i promised her to have dinner at her house. Brought along the "SHEN HUA" dvd to kill my times at Dear Dear's house. My naughty Dear Dear urge me to let her watch the dvd too even thought she gt lots of work to do( I let her watch of cos...Hai, too bad...I spoiled her too much..REGRET IT!!! )
By the time we finished watching the dvd, her mother have done wif the cooking( YEAH!!! just nice, cos i'm quite hungry liao..haha... ) While we r enjoying the feast, i accidentally planted a small bomb... This really embarrassed me alot but at least it created some laughter... Have a long chat wif her mother abt Dear Dear and me... We talked abt my past relationship wif her precious daughter during the Secondary school life... What a conversation!!! Have some laughter but really enjoy the talk... Went back home at 9pm, but still have to do the usual routine... Cuddle her front and back, Kiss her all over her face and remind her to eat 2moro morning... HAHA... Post another time when i'm free...BYE!!!

~Service Over~

Having u is a bless not a curse

Loving u is a bliss not a misery

Kissing u is a passionate not a forgiveness

Protecting u is a responsiblilty not a burden

Hugging u is a warm-heart not a suffocation

Missing u is an affectionate not an undemonstrative

Love seems to be the forgotten "ultimate weapon" of life. It could be deadly yet impossible to live without it. Love is the essence of life, brings light into each life, renews hopes, strengthens the soul, guides to victory. Love wages battles of Titans, shatters the hearts of lovers, turmoils the shattered, arise hatred among rivals, Love kills. The basic definition of Love is: Respect + Trust = Love. Love is something we feel internally and it comes from our heart. It is easy to understand your brain but its difficult to understand your heart because, u can be scared of her at this moment but at another moment, u can fall in Love with her. That's how i found my True Love { Dear Dear }



Love is patient, Love is kind.
Love is amazing when two hearts are combined.


Love is affectionate, Love is pure.
Love is something that together, two can endure.


Love is understanding, Love is real.
Love is sometimes overwhelming to feel.


Love is being faithful, Love is between two friends.
Love is what you both should want to last until the end.


Love is unconditional, Love is within your soul.
Love is what brings you together and makes you completely whole.

After so much tots, i decided to GO... Really enjoy the outing... So long, nv go out le... Wat a relaxing and enjoyable trip... YY, today is ur day but somehow u don really enjoy it... Cheer up man, 2 more days and it will be ur Big Day ( 19th Birthday )... Hope to go out again soon..`.

~Service Over~

Go
Don't GO
Go
Can't Go
Go
Wanna Go
Go
Must Go
Go

{ Can i really go out 2moro??? Will i be a trouble if i go??? GO OR DON GO??? }

Last week, it's been a torturing week for me... I'm down wif a HIGH FEVER... During this period, my days have been a difficult one to endure.... My body is so aching tat i can't move much... During the night, i will shiver wif cold.... NO appetite.... Initially, i thought it is DENGUE FEVER... Therefore i went for a blood test... ~HENG~, it come out to be NEGATIVE.. Phew!!!
Just don noe wat has been wif my body... When i thought i have recover wif the fever, i actually infected wif the GERMAN MEASLES.... I'm just so ~SUAI~ This illness is much worse than chicken pox... I can't go out anywhere as this illness is contagious... Can't eat much as i have to refrain myself from eating seafood, black-sause stuff, bean and even CHICKEN... Oh my god!!! What is worse than this..... I'm really been thru great hell.... I really can't stand it anymore... What makes it worse is tat, i have to endure all this bullshit for at least a month( 40 Days to be exact ).... It's really killing me softly....

~Service Over~

My com has been down for the past 2 weeks, therefore no time to blog.... The com i'm using now is the old Digitek CPU which is down for 1 year. But recently i bought the com to replace it's mother-board. The actually problem lies with the power cord. It's the power cord that burnt off the mother-board. Phew!!!( i thought it's my mother-board and hard-disk problem ) The overall repair cost me 190 bucks!!! My DIY com's mother-board is been sent for repair as i still have 2 years warranty on hands.
Actually, i'm not really busy during this few days... Just many small matters that constrain my time to look as thought i'm busy... Sorry to my frens out there!!! Even thought, the moon cake festival is over, i still can't find time to go out wif u'll... Sorry, pals... If can, i try to make it up for u'll, k...
This morning, accompany dear dear to school..Went for a morning breakfast at the Amk Mac... It's was 9.55am when we reached NAFA, but dear dear is the first to reach even thought the lesson started at 10am... Whoa~ So slack~ LOL~ Meet up with Farid( The Funky ) for lunch... Accompany him to Hougang Polyclinic as he just to fake a MC for not attending his SIP job... Play CS at Hougang Plaza for abt 11/2 hrs b4 going back home to get some lost slp... Cos last night onli slpt for 6 hrs Just to support Liverpool against the boring Chelsea... ( Liverpool should have won the game~ control the game~ 5 corner compared to 0 ~ gt a clear penalty denial ~ more shots ) ( So Chelsea, can still be a carling & EPL champions but not European Champion ) That's all for today... ~Service Over~

I'm getting more more exasperated... Life is so weary tat it seems like fading into boredom land... My temper is bad... Get tense up easily... I think i need to get some jobs to waken up my life...

So much happen...
So much unhappiness...
So much sadness...
So much love...
So much care...
So much craziness...
So much stress...
So much forgiving...
So much apologize...
So much jealousy...
So much thinking...

Dear Dear, i promised u tat i won't leave u forever,k... No matter wat, i will still be ur beloved Xiao BB... The understanding and care u given me really helped me thru during this period.. Thk u so much... Dear Dear, i will also promise to control my temper and think b44 i act, k....

Early dawn shall start a new day with a new beginning to create a new story for the both of us...Morning, dear dear....

Lots of stuffs gone thru my mind... But i don really know wat i wan and wat i strive for... Just hope tat i can survive these 2 weeks... Hopefully, i will be back to normal after this period...

No Thoughts
No Worry
No Pain
No Stress
No Nothing

Nightz....

***fElT sO soRRy fOr mySelF***

Love is a abt 2 minds with a single thought...

YOU ARE THE ONE

U try to find the words
to express the feeling in ur heart;
U try to show me that u care,
but i noe u r not tat type
I noe u try to change
I noe u care
I noe u love me alot
I'll tell you that I love & care for u too
and I'll tell u the reason
U are the one I want to lay next to
when my time has passed.
U are the one I've given myself to
and u will be the last.
U are the one I want for life,
until the day I die.
U are the one God sent for me,
to be with me, and that is no lie abt it.
U are the one who brightens my day,
with your smile bright and glowing.
U are the one i cherish the most,
i swear.
U are the one whom I wake up for
each and every morning.

Maybe i over-reacted
Maybe i care too much
Maybe i'm been over protective of u
Maybe i shouldn't even bother
Maybe i'm tired
Maybe i'm too sian
Maybe i'm too harsh with my words
Maybe i start to feel alone
Maybe u really care
Maybe................

Preparation for my NS entry

Today till 18th september, i don think i gt any spare time to spend with my Xiao BB. The most i can do is to call you during the night time. I hope u can bear with it during this period. As u noe, i needed to work for my father during these 2 busy period every year... We have survived the CNY and now comes the Moon Cake festival. I noe u will somehow feel neglected but i don have much choice. Cos i'm working hard for our future,k... haha..just kidding... Let's take it as a preparation for my NS entry... But there will be another pre-training, cos most probably my NS enlistment will be around next year june... Therefore i still have to work during 2006 CYN. Haiz... Nvm, i noe u will understand de right, there's why i choose u... haha.... So tiring right now, just wake up from my nap... Whole boby so aching... If can, need ur massage again... Tat's all for now... hope u can understand.... Be back on the 19th.....

There are three faithful friends, an old wife, an old dog, and ready money.

OUCH!!!

Everything is getting more & more out of control... So many stuffs have happened...

[Irritation & Paradox] leads to [Confusion & Unhappiness] which cause [Conflicts & Discord] that result [CONFESSION]

Why so many things happened ??? Why ???
I really think it's all my fault... If in the beginning, i don appear... ALL is won't happen right? Maybe i deserved it... But DIA don... It's my appearance that causes all these unhappiness among [U ALl] ... All these will not happen if i don appear in ur life... Sorry Xiao BB... Sorry everyone... Sorry... Maybe i should leave.. But it will be unfair for DIA if i do so... I'm so confuse right now... I don need any comment... I wrote all these is to apologize...

I'm Stress with my SIP project

I'm Tired becos of my work in the factory

I'm Confuse becos i don know what to do

I'm Sorry for myself.DIA.[U All]

[U All] can reprimand me... Push all the faults to me but not DIA. Cos i know she have trying very hard to accommodate with [U All]... Spent more time with [U All]... At least i know she try her best... What i hope for is tat [U All] & DIA can replenish the former friendship bond & close relation... Cos i know these is what DIA wanted too...

Tired!!!

Very Tired!!!

But this time is bcos i don have enough slp... Last night 3.30am then slp...Yawn!!! Feel like sleeping... Haiz...
Earlymorning at 8.35am reached sch... Went to the canteen to get the curry puff and a cup of milo for my empty stomach... After eating, felt more slpy... Yawn!!!
Now need to write report liao... Three weeks nv written anything... Somemore gt a SIP report of 2000 words waiting for me to write...
Dear Dear, this is for u... I will cherish our [moments]... Don worry liao, k...Luv ya...

Tired!!!

Very Tired!!!

I'm out-of-breath!!!

Alone...My mind so clear...No Worries...So Carefree...

Miss the alone feeling...Single mindset... Care only for myself... So Happy... Really...
I just wan to give up... I'm really tired... Back-off is all i always do... So many Problems follow one after another...
Do i really have the prerodative, and the responsibility, of choosing what happens within me...
I really think of giving up...

Creator of my own reality

"Every time we are disturbed & interupted, no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with the ppl around us"
No matter how unreasonable others may seem, I am responsible for not reacting negatively.
I think i should have done it.
I always think for others.
Regardless of what is happening around me I think i will always have the prerogative, and the responsibility, of choosing what happens within me.
I am the creator of my own reality.
When I [review my day], I know that I must stop judging others.
If I judge others, I am probably judging myself.
Whoever is upsetting me most is myself.
Only she will know my pain and desire of life
I have much to accomplish from her, and in my hearts, I should thank that person.

I have a simple philosophy: Fill what's empty. Empty what's full. Scratch where it itches.

This movie suit those Holy Christian

"Our Doubts Are Traitors & Make Us Lose The Good We Often Might Win By Fearing To Attempt."

Coffeshop toilet is always like tat!!!

Sow a thought and you reap an action;
Sow an act and you reap a habit;
Sow a habit and you reap a character;
Sow a character and you reap a destiny.

Sadly enough, I do this more often than I should.

"Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours."

After 2004's unforgettably exposing (pun intended) Superbowl half-time show... what's in the mind of other music divas?

Crybaby.....

Crybaby.....

Crybaby.....

Don cry liao, k.....

Confession

2nd ACCIDENT

My van crashed right into the rear of the car [ Toyota Vios ] i wan to buy...

Haiz...

Yesterday it's raining... The road is wet... Tyres are worn out... Brake Sucks...

At tat very moment, i noe i'm not going to make it & BANGS... My Poor Nissan Van... It's all the road officer fault... How can u stop a car just bcos u wan to put the DAMN cones to block the road... The Vios vehicle can stop in time, wat abt me... I can't just do the EMERGENCY BRAKE... My van will skid.. Cos i tried b4... Food all fell off from the seats... Curry & Black sauce all pouring out... Stained my seat and carpet...

Haiz...

DAMN IT !!!

Curse my own LUCK...

My dad gt PISSed off, my mom gt worried, myself feeling guilty & sad...

But bcos of this accident, it's the first time my dad had a heart to heart conversion wif me... He don blame me or the accident but felt angry bcos i failed his " RESPONSIBLE" test... It's my fault, i apologised... DAD, i'm sorry...

5 years ago since i last cried ... It's just abt confession... Actuallymy beloved dad do care abt me... He confessed tat of all his children, he adore me the most & relied on me the most... He stated tat he felt very painful when he sees my scar and me been so exhuasted for the past 2 years... But he can't express himself... But becos of this situation, he wan to let me noe how he feel... Thks, DAD... I'm really appreciated this conversion and this moment of heart confession... It's the most emotional but happiest part of my life...

Thank you very much, DaD....

LIVING MY VISION

Will i ever become like tat....

This one's bound to be a classic, I'll bet.

Soft Porn

Is ThEre SomEthinG WrOnG Wif HeR!!!

My distance from her is getting further and further... We are so near but seem so far apart... Bcos of her been obdurate, it always causes so many quarrel to occur.... Sometimes, it really pissed me off...Damn it!!! How irritating it is... Pls wake up ur bloody idea, and stop all these nonsense....

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i'm late for sch 2day... work on project the whole day.. need to teach my bro math as he is having his prelim this week... i'm dieing... i wan to slp......

INCOMPLETE

First Blog

MY First BLog....First Posting

First Dinner at dear's house

It has been exactly HALF A YEAR since i have been wif Dia... Time passes so fast... Just a glance, i'm now a year 3 student... i wonder what will happen during the remianing days of the year...2day it's my first dinner at dia's house... Her mother cooked so much food- abalone soup, steam fish, egg, chicken and a plate of mushroom veg... Both dia and me ate so much... After tat, dear dear keep on pestering me to let her play my handphone pool game... Somehow, she become more and more hyeractive...HAHA... Then, we went to Bishan to take neoprint cos she requested it...Just wat, we saw Lee Wei Song at the neoprint place... While dear dear cut the neoprint, i somehow glance to my right and i saw Lee Wei Song and both of us smiled to each other... Somehow 3 sec later, he put away the curtain of the neoprint and he looked back at me and smiled again...HAHA... I was like, wat the fuck... And of cos i smiled back at him... Wat a meet up...