Everything is getting more & more out of control... So many stuffs have happened...

[Irritation & Paradox] leads to [Confusion & Unhappiness] which cause [Conflicts & Discord] that result [CONFESSION]

Why so many things happened ??? Why ???
I really think it's all my fault... If in the beginning, i don appear... ALL is won't happen right? Maybe i deserved it... But DIA don... It's my appearance that causes all these unhappiness among [U ALl] ... All these will not happen if i don appear in ur life... Sorry Xiao BB... Sorry everyone... Sorry... Maybe i should leave.. But it will be unfair for DIA if i do so... I'm so confuse right now... I don need any comment... I wrote all these is to apologize...

I'm Stress with my SIP project

I'm Tired becos of my work in the factory

I'm Confuse becos i don know what to do

I'm Sorry for myself.DIA.[U All]

[U All] can reprimand me... Push all the faults to me but not DIA. Cos i know she have trying very hard to accommodate with [U All]... Spent more time with [U All]... At least i know she try her best... What i hope for is tat [U All] & DIA can replenish the former friendship bond & close relation... Cos i know these is what DIA wanted too...

Tired!!!

Very Tired!!!

But this time is bcos i don have enough slp... Last night 3.30am then slp...Yawn!!! Feel like sleeping... Haiz...
Earlymorning at 8.35am reached sch... Went to the canteen to get the curry puff and a cup of milo for my empty stomach... After eating, felt more slpy... Yawn!!!
Now need to write report liao... Three weeks nv written anything... Somemore gt a SIP report of 2000 words waiting for me to write...
Dear Dear, this is for u... I will cherish our [moments]... Don worry liao, k...Luv ya...

Tired!!!

Very Tired!!!

I'm out-of-breath!!!

Alone...My mind so clear...No Worries...So Carefree...

Miss the alone feeling...Single mindset... Care only for myself... So Happy... Really...
I just wan to give up... I'm really tired... Back-off is all i always do... So many Problems follow one after another...
Do i really have the prerodative, and the responsibility, of choosing what happens within me...
I really think of giving up...

Creator of my own reality

"Every time we are disturbed & interupted, no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with the ppl around us"
No matter how unreasonable others may seem, I am responsible for not reacting negatively.
I think i should have done it.
I always think for others.
Regardless of what is happening around me I think i will always have the prerogative, and the responsibility, of choosing what happens within me.
I am the creator of my own reality.
When I [review my day], I know that I must stop judging others.
If I judge others, I am probably judging myself.
Whoever is upsetting me most is myself.
Only she will know my pain and desire of life
I have much to accomplish from her, and in my hearts, I should thank that person.

I have a simple philosophy: Fill what's empty. Empty what's full. Scratch where it itches.

This movie suit those Holy Christian

"Our Doubts Are Traitors & Make Us Lose The Good We Often Might Win By Fearing To Attempt."

Coffeshop toilet is always like tat!!!

Sow a thought and you reap an action;
Sow an act and you reap a habit;
Sow a habit and you reap a character;
Sow a character and you reap a destiny.

Sadly enough, I do this more often than I should.

"Fear less, hope more;
Whine less, breathe more;
Talk less, say more;
Hate less, love more;
And all good things are yours."

After 2004's unforgettably exposing (pun intended) Superbowl half-time show... what's in the mind of other music divas?

Crybaby.....

Crybaby.....

Crybaby.....

Don cry liao, k.....

Confession

2nd ACCIDENT

My van crashed right into the rear of the car [ Toyota Vios ] i wan to buy...

Haiz...

Yesterday it's raining... The road is wet... Tyres are worn out... Brake Sucks...

At tat very moment, i noe i'm not going to make it & BANGS... My Poor Nissan Van... It's all the road officer fault... How can u stop a car just bcos u wan to put the DAMN cones to block the road... The Vios vehicle can stop in time, wat abt me... I can't just do the EMERGENCY BRAKE... My van will skid.. Cos i tried b4... Food all fell off from the seats... Curry & Black sauce all pouring out... Stained my seat and carpet...

Haiz...

DAMN IT !!!

Curse my own LUCK...

My dad gt PISSed off, my mom gt worried, myself feeling guilty & sad...

But bcos of this accident, it's the first time my dad had a heart to heart conversion wif me... He don blame me or the accident but felt angry bcos i failed his " RESPONSIBLE" test... It's my fault, i apologised... DAD, i'm sorry...

5 years ago since i last cried ... It's just abt confession... Actuallymy beloved dad do care abt me... He confessed tat of all his children, he adore me the most & relied on me the most... He stated tat he felt very painful when he sees my scar and me been so exhuasted for the past 2 years... But he can't express himself... But becos of this situation, he wan to let me noe how he feel... Thks, DAD... I'm really appreciated this conversion and this moment of heart confession... It's the most emotional but happiest part of my life...

Thank you very much, DaD....

LIVING MY VISION

Will i ever become like tat....

This one's bound to be a classic, I'll bet.

Soft Porn

Is ThEre SomEthinG WrOnG Wif HeR!!!

My distance from her is getting further and further... We are so near but seem so far apart... Bcos of her been obdurate, it always causes so many quarrel to occur.... Sometimes, it really pissed me off...Damn it!!! How irritating it is... Pls wake up ur bloody idea, and stop all these nonsense....

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half-dead

i'm late for sch 2day... work on project the whole day.. need to teach my bro math as he is having his prelim this week... i'm dieing... i wan to slp......

INCOMPLETE